: ] : [ :D ; ] : 3 : / : 0 :P :X

2010-05-22T13:08:00.002+08:00

2010-04-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm happy with my life now. It's pretty complete. Thanks to...

xoxo

Bowtie

2010-03-29T17:18:00.002+08:00

I got myself a temporary job. It's alright. I'm paid minumum wage bt it's a good job to past my time. At least i'm working around people my age and i can watch on some eye candy at work . No harm in watching right? Been working there for almost 2 weeks already. Wait till about a month before i'm gonna quit.

I miss my Inti bunch. * Msges Pinky and Vick *

Finally went out with SK. Kai kai , lunch and movie. It's alright. We had plenty of laughs. Have a safe trip up north.

Been couped up at home the whole day. Will be off to the hospital tonight to drop of the samples.
Alright back to Itunes and Twitter.
xoxo,
-b

18th March

2010-03-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Today is sort of a productive day.

I woke up early and got myself a job . Not a great job , the pay is so so. At least i get paid to waste time and not spend so much time online. Hope i have fun :D
I met a cute guy. [That's productive ok?!]
I waited patiently and it came! [the secret package la]
I bought a new shirt fr work
I did my chores

Other than that
I'm getting sick. Everyone has the flu and i fought it for a while Guess my resistance is strong but not that strong anymore. I'm sneezing and my nose is leaking. Help me lord, I'm working tomorrow.
I'm going to bed in long pants tonight. That hasn't happen in a long long time hah!
When i say i bruise easily, i was not kidding. Blue black now on my face !!!!!
Help!
xoxo
-b

Farewell

2010-03-15T14:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Priyanka, Shailu, Kaillash, Karthigan, Vick and Stephen. I'm missing them already . Especially Priyanka ,Shailu and Kaillash. They're are my closest friends ♥
I cried at the airport!
And tears are welling up now in my eyes . I'm gonna miss them. Can't call them whenever i want too anymore.

Then there's another thought that has been troubling me now. ME LEAVING in like 6 months. Seeing everyone saying their goodbyes at the airport and the huge send off yesterday. IT made me realised that I don't want to go at all now bt i have no choice. No choice at all. Ugh...

The Meet

2010-03-08T09:46:00.004+08:00

It was last week, we met up at Coffee Island, Gurney Drive and at UPR.

Pictures worth a thousand words.Ohh, and i gt a msg frm someone ending it .So i was estatic.

We looks like blardy retards here. I swear to god i was still sober.

The Post

2010-03-07T12:21:00.004+08:00

I know you would be reading this blog religiously from now on. You know who you are.

Ok, this post was supposed to be posted a while back. I saved it as a draft and never published it then . I dunno why i didn't though. So I've newly editied it and here it goes.

It's lyrics to a song that i personally expresses my feelings.

JUST SO YOU KNOW- by JESSE MCCARTNEY

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him[ LA ]win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go[ To manapal]
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say [tht time i ws still officially ....]
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[This is for Shasha]This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here [Thank God i no longer am waiting]

So this is the post i was missing.Gonna text you now to tell u i posted it already ;)

xoxo,

-b

2010-02-26T10:53:00.002+08:00

Me an Tanusha dominating the dancefloor @ Mist on Wednesday's "Pink Martinee" .The other girls all abandoned us both and left the dancefloor. Sheesh...the crowd was pretty civilised. Except this white guy who was a freak.

I think i'm pretty immuned edi to my allergies ;) Practice makes perfect.

xoxo,

-b

The weekend

2010-02-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

Friday night mayhem at Carlos with Farah and the girls.

Saturday Night watching Football and "Dai Di' session with Kel and Paddy at AC

Tired of staying at home all day everyday :/

2010-02-14T13:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

and Happy Valentine's Day. I'm celebrating the latter bcos I guess i'm half chinese mah! Bt V'day is also a little overrated. With prices of everything hiked up . I rather celebrate Valentine's Day the next day or something.It would save someone a bomb. Common , it's a day to celebrate love. Why not do it another day right???Ohh and every girl do want flowers. I want my daisies. Sadly, no flowers this year :/

Going back to Chinese New Year. I've got new clothes, angpaus (small ones though) , yummy food and best of all (not to my diet though) cookies!!

I'm savouring every moment of it. I might not get them next year :/

xoxo,

-b

12th Feb

2010-02-13T17:20:00.002+08:00

When you get stuck in heavy heavy rain in a small cute yellow car with a clown in the middle of traffic ???

You get......

Doodles on my hands.Drawn by the clown, patma lol That was suppose to be my mutant kangaroo keychain and the others were so random like the hazard light ,batman logo and McDonald's logo lmao.Owh..and the smiley that was drawn on his hand by me was apparently laughing at me.

Went to watch "The Wolfman " It was a good movie although it makes you jump in your seat every now and then. Tush kutty was jumping in her seat more. Lol Kesian Theeban he was sitting in between Tanu and Paddy. Both of them jumping and he and i were sitting coolly most of the time lmao. Next time i'm gonna sit next to him ;P A little bit violent and gory bt it was good.Good fr me I rate it 7.5/10
Got another few movies i'm gonna watch this week. I've got the best movie fanatic as a partner(s) now. No more watching a movie alone again :/

xoxo,
-b

Vaca

2010-02-10T14:11:00.003+08:00

Shit i just remmebered that i haven't eaten anything since ystrday evening's dinner. No wonder i'm seing stars and feel that my world is spinning around. I'm back from the havoc trip with my havic crew. All i can say , i did think that this trip would be such a bummer the first day bt we totally made up for it on the 2nd day. I effing love my effing havoc crew. Even though with pinky kutty leaving nxt month , i feels so at ease with the other members of our havoc crew. We didnt cause as much havoc like with did on new years. But we ended up doing things that were effing fun. I could sit and play blackjack /frisbee with the guys , make fun of the others or messing around as usual . Like T-ban aka. Scooby Doo says "Engineered by clowns!" We had so much fun.

Me@BB , Pinky kutty with her Cho-baby , her BFF@ Paddy , her driver@ Pu-VAN and her bro@ ScoobyDoo.

WE definitely had immense amount of drama, anger , jokes, fun in the sun , living off 7E , bottles ,clown-a-risms, mixers and ice and bad food. Me also realised that i'm gettin imsoniac. I slept like 2 hours max the 2 night we were there and i still could run and jump fr frisbees, do restless work , wake people up and etc. Something's is wrong.

I came back with eyebags, dehydration, hunger,mixed feelings and experiences.

I loved this trip even though we were stuck in the god forsaken town of...

2010-02-02T00:06:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Lingehsh Arran . Ilusm.

Infinite X's and O's

-BB

Attn Guys

2010-01-30T10:52:00.003+08:00

You know that type of sh*t
Just don't work on me
Whistlin' and tryin' to Flirt with me
Don't take it personally
'Cause we were never in love
It doesn't really matter
Who you say you are
Singin' out the window
Of your car
Find another girl across the Bar
'Cause L-O-V-E is not what this was.

I got it.

2010-01-29T12:56:00.001+08:00

Watch in Shasha & kutties. I might just be joining you .

2010-01-27T10:19:00.002+08:00

The sign was followed by my clubbing's Guilty Pleasure - Beyonce's Single Ladies.

I put my hands up and dance away tht song plays in the club . I can't help it , its a total booty shaking song lmao

2010-01-27T10:13:00.002+08:00

I just got the news that my first interview fr Melaka Manipal Medical College is This FRIDAY!!!

So soon . I'm nervous already.

xoxo,

-b

P/s: The 'Sign' is playing now coincidently on MTV. It all going to be good.

2010-01-26T11:49:00.003+08:00

The past few days has been rough. Sorry for not blogging and replying text messages or calls. I've been applying for colleges , finding fr a part time job and packing at the same time. If u have never moved around a lot , you wouldn't have known that packing is a super pain in the a$$. I'm super psyched that i'm moving to my own place back again. it's been over a year. Ohhh....and my own room. Sleep as long as i want...play my loud music... have my usual mess.

I can't wait to get rid of my agendas before next week so I'll be able to paint the town red with Priyanka ;)

xoxo,

-b

2010-01-22T12:10:00.000+08:00

2Years Baby ♥

2010-01-20T10:33:00.003+08:00

I'm in such a awkward situation right now.

Have you ever been in a situation where a good friend of yours tries to confess his/her feelings for you?

I'm in that situation and i'm sure everyone knows my current relationship status ♥ :P and so does this person. The awkward-ness starts when we go out as a group and i hv to deal with this person's presence. We're usually the last two standing as the other two are semi-couples lol [does that even make sense??] I like this person. As a friend obviously. If would be so much easier if i've never knwn what he thought of me. Now i do...i have to think twice before i use the words i use with him , how i be around him ...

Majorly awkward. I don't want to hurt this person.

Freedom

2010-01-20T10:03:00.002+08:00

It's been awhile since i last updated.Loads has happened.

I got a job. Worked fr 2 weeks and i quit. Not my fault, my supervisor was gonna make me work 7 friggin days a week. Where am i going to a get a break?? So i quit, i ain't putting up with that shit.SO i'm taking a break fr a few weeks to pack, put in my college application, move then find for another job. Ohh..and create some major havoc in between lol

In two days, it will be 2 years. OMG time flies super fast huh???Hope you remember shasha.

Cashmere Pashmina

2010-01-03T23:31:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to watch Sherlock Holmes with Dr.S . It didn’t happen because someone was super delayed. Kept on reassuring me that he is not standing me up. Thanks for the present from India. So thoughtful of him . The cashmere shawl is even in my favourite colour. Thank You so so so much.

xoxo

-tortoise

New year , new friends .

2010-01-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

Had my first Club-Fight the other day[which involves me obviously]. Just a small misunderstanding turned to be a brawl. It had to do with me so I was pretty shaken up after that. I’m sorry Patma, you got whacked on the 2^nd day of the new year. Not your fault, those Indian guys are so uncivilized and just wanted to ‘cari pasal’ .However , we had fun after hours. Yes and I do agree, I feel close to you guys even though I’ve known you guys a short while.

Theeban , Puvan , Patma and Tanusha. My new found friends.

Xoxo

-b

Holiday Update

2009-12-26T22:32:00.004+08:00

Currently in Penang with me dad's family.

With all the festivities going on and all the family members are together .We just get together and be merry. That includes eating scrumptious food whenever we can. 4 meals a day - Breakfast, lunch, tea and dinner. At times supper.Drink whenever we chillaxing. Wine,beer, cocktails and normal vodka mixes.I'm 18 so i do get to drink . But in our family , we are tought to drink a bit when we're younger just for expoure. My first taste of alcohol was at one of our family kareoke sessions. It was south african wine.

Get loads of visiting guest. Get neat gifts. Have long agendas filled with people to visit, activites , gossip sessions, poker sessions and .....

We may not be the perfect family, we have our flaws. We are always noisy and have like 5 conversations at a time across the halls. We give each other sarcastic remarks, make fun of one another and even argue with each other. But bottomline, we love each other and are close no matter what. Blood is definitely thicker than water.

I love my family though they are in a pain in the a** at times ;P

xoxo

-b

P/s: I miss mummy

2009-12-25T10:28:00.002+08:00

MERRY X'MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

I'm accepting present from everyone lol.

xooxo

-b

Marching

2009-12-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

If you saw 2 girls marching a gazillion times around the Jalan Besi area at 11.30pm-ish.

It was me and Shailu. We're nuts when we're put together , overfed and hyper. Was suppose togo clubbing since it's Wednesday's Ladies Night. but the 3rd kutty is sick and is at home -at mainland. Plan canceld and we went crazyfied nuts :P

Night night

-b

23rd Month

2009-12-22T09:03:00.002+08:00

One more month and it'll be 2 years. Happy 23 months Shasha

Infinite x's and o's

-bb

Mid-morning joyride

2009-12-21T20:31:00.001+08:00

Arunn made me get up on a today because he needed help to get to HELP [irony huh? ] I suck in directions bt we made it. We did thanks to Ms.GPS on his E71.

We came up to a conclusion that Ms.GPS hates his guts and the traffic light hates mine. Everytime he holds his phone the GPS lady says " recalculating destination" and when we get to the traffic light it's always yellow.

I had to teman him to register for college and guess what, jst realised that MAHSA is like next to HELP. Oh and even though both of the campuses are old , there are so many banks and makan places around. We'll see.

Took me for a joyride around Kinrara too. Screeching sound and even with the smell of burning rubber, i enjoyed it .He's a safe driver ;)

xoxo,

-b

♥

2009-12-18T16:10:00.002+08:00

I'm loving his version of IYAZ- replay

Enjoy,

-b

Rants

2009-12-18T10:43:00.003+08:00

I need to talk to SHASHA ASAP.I miss you so so much.
Mummy banned me from shopping till next year .
I want to watch AVATAR
Dr. Ewok/ MojoJojo left for Delhi. I've got no one to bug
My breakfast is missing. I kid you not- my Cheese stick is missing =S
I miss my Kutties and Mym East
I'm broke.
Got a new watch for X'mas bt as always - IT'S TOO BIG FOR ME
I miss SHASHA
I've to worry about UNI.
I'M STILL SICK,It's been almost 2 friggin weeks

All these are giving me break-outs and ulcers. Ugh...

Laters.xoxo

6 Degrees of Seperation

2009-12-18T09:30:00.003+08:00

The world is really that small ah??

Met a new friend at a club in Penang through friends, Not only to realise that he knows another few friends from back home in Subang/ Puchong . Who are friends of my ex-classmates' and his bandmate .

Lmao long connection .

Anyways xoxo.

Results

2009-12-16T10:03:00.005+08:00

Results from the Board Of Studies were out at 3am. Checked mine at 6am . I did alright. Not great bt i'm happy with what i have . Now all i have to do is to wait fr my Ranks / Australian Tertiary Admissions Ranking (ATAR). It will be out tomorrow.

Wish me luck, xoxo

Mood:Contented

2009-12-15T15:50:00.001+08:00

A Memorable Night

2009-12-15T14:15:00.004+08:00

Thanks to my best buddy Kaillash , my plans to surprise everyone at the SOSAM ALUMNI Night was successful . Even though its a last minute plan, everything fell into place and the response was awesome. I wished someone was there to take pictures of the faces of my friends. I'm always tricking/pranking/ surprising friends .

Everyone was dressed so nice and glamorous. I was slightly under-dressed bt mine was like a last minute thing. I didn't even bothered to look that great. My aim was to surprise my friends and spend some time with everyone again. My trip there was worth it.To open the dance floor, they had ask the lecturers to go up and waltz.They had to choose 2 student couples. In my case , pairs to go up and slow dance I was chosen to go up front and waltz with Vickram -everyone was amused by that. We girls had to design a t-shirt fr our table competiton. It was fun.Te kisses on the shirt were real kisses. Bt we didn't kiss the shirt while it was on him lol.Priya and I were the ones puckering up for the shirt lol

We went to the bar at G Hotel after that. It was called G-spot [ seriously named that ] Met some new people, Danced+partied+ lepaked = FUN

Lagoon

2009-12-11T23:01:00.004+08:00

What happens when you let two ordinary girls go free at an amusement park???

We go completely nuts. We did . Over did so many rides and got our adrenalin pumping :P

Mym got me to overcome my fear of crazy rides. Went on this ride after much persuasion from Mym. After getting strapped on and calmed by her, the guy who worked there had to open his mouth and asked me once again if i wanted to go on and it will spin 360 degrees [which i had no idea of] I decided to give it a try. So i went on it once, twice, thrice... five times .It's a big accomplishment fr me. After that, i went for every ride in the park. Boosted my confidence.Thanks to my darl mym who talked me into going fr the rides. Amusement park was her domination and waterpark was mine. She went on her first waterslide with ME ;)

Overall, i had fun after than long tiresome .From amusement park to shopping at Pyramid. Our usual thing. Dinner at ThaiThai and then headed back home,

I'm gonna miss you darling. Make sure you come back from time to time so we can go crazy again okay? Btw the dentist was jealous bcos u bought me dinner especially the pandan chicken which was super duper awesome possum yummness!!!

Hope to see you soon darl.xoxo

2009-12-08T09:15:00.004+08:00

Just got up in the morning , turned the laptop on and in bed , check up on facebook. Yeah it's compulsive . Although i ain't that bad, there are serious facebook addicts far way worse than me. Everyone has facebook these days. A facebook account is practically like one's home address

What i saw on the news feed on facebook today got me thinking and has really upset me.[For what reason i won't say ] Especially if it involves this one name[someone very dear to me ] .I thought i knew this person so damn well and now i feel like this person i knew is GONE. I think its because we rarely keep in touch and of course the distance. Then i realise , I won't let this bother me.
I've got my own life and you know what??I ~~shouldn't~~ WILL NOT give a shit anymore.

My life matters more than yours.

LAters.xoxo

P/s: Blogging from my new laptop now ;)

New gadgets

2009-12-07T10:47:00.003+08:00

I'm one happy girl today. I have new toys to play with.
Yesterday was the PICOM Pc Fair. Took my mum to KL Convention Center
I've got a laptop, a mini external media box and an external dual layer DVD drive.
Yay!

Outings with the Kutties

2009-11-29T15:00:00.003+08:00

All of us at QB minus some others.

REad the fine print on the book!

I found this book @ Borders under the Self -Help section and it was perfect for.... Vickram =p

From this...... back in Feb/ March
to this .lmao NOVEMBER!
Ladies night out. We had fun @ FAME
@MOIS and @SS all in one night. We looked like nut jobs 3 of us tipsy and dancing on an empty dancefloor .But what do we care. WE HAD hell load of FUN!!!!

BTW thanks adam for standing us up!

Long Absence

2009-11-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

Sorry fr the long break frm blogging . Guess everyone's busy lately. The last entry was tagged "On a Personal Note" was because it was personal for someone in particular. You knw who you are -I care for you tooo tooo much :-*

Everyone's busy with college, exams ,finals , work .....I'm currently busy with nothing.I'm free. I need to find a good hobby or smtg useful to fill in my free time.After a short stint back home in Subang,i've been shopping and lepaking almost everyday with my friends at Carlos :P

Bye bye cash $$$$$

ME NEED A JOB!!!!

Just came back up north to Penang(again) just to attend 'JUMPSTART' which i hv to say was friggin awesome , spend time with my people and most of all paint the town ~~red~~ Turquoise!!! lol my favourite colour mah!!!

No worries i'll be back in Subang soon. I promised Arunn to go out lepak and Mim to go Genting before she leaves to Kuantan. And i just got a MOS event invitation on the 3rd which is Wednesday night. I just might be going ;)

Laters.xoxo

P/s: Any plans ppl???Text me aite!

@2.31am

2009-11-26T02:02:00.003+08:00

I was in such a damn jolly good mood.What i really hoped the past few days really happened.Some news just put me off.
You've got your reasons for doing that.I don't blame you-i knw the huge load of stress you get.You know my views about it.I've told you before.Like you said ,its harmless.Just slow you down and make you very happy.You don't know, the thing that goes through my mind is...wht if you get hurt[it apparently slows you down] or better yet, you make it a habit.
Yes, i may be mad. But more than i am mad , i'm worried a hell load.Put yourself in my shoes/ or if the scenario was fr me!

Nevertheless, thank you very much for being honest with me. <3
xoxo

2009-11-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

Finals are over baby ;) *jumps for joy*

Actually they've been over since 4th of November . Pretty much earlier than the other Australian Year 12 programmes. To tell you the truth, since my college life has ended , i've been so friggin bored. Not a day that i get to sleep in or become a couch potato. I've been on the go. I roamed the malls for a perfect formal dinner dress. There was a pretty one in Eclipse but at Rm 529 , i would never splurge so much on a blardy dress i'm gonna wear once. I went to boutiques after boutiques and finally found one that i really liked which was pretty affordable and i know i would wear more than once (was thinking of shasha when buying it- bcos shasha would totally love it) :P I found it at a shop on Penang Road. You would be amazed what you can find in the nooks and crannies of penang.

Pinky,Shailu and I have done A LOT the past week or so. We went shopping 3 days. 3 Movies and 2outta 3 movies we created havoc in the cinema bcos we were the only ones(meaning our own people) . First movie was Aathavan- we 3 girls were practically DROOLING over this indian actor Surya :P (shasha please dnt be jealous okay??) the second was MJ's 'This Is It ' which was just us and the family so we actually dance along the all the MJ's hits .One night we even went on a girls night out to Sunset Bistro. Had some laughs there declining some guys who wanted to join us. It was girlie time together. WE bonded the 4 days ;)

I'm still up for leapking with my buddies in Penang. Gonna have another day out with them tomorrow ;) And the guys are included tmrw. So yay!!

Got all my suitcase packed. I'm leaving for Home the day after tomorrow. I miss home and i really can't wait to get back. Looks like friends from home are excited as well.

Laters.xoxo

2009-10-29T23:12:00.002+08:00

In between my finals y'all . No time to blog.

Will update soon.

I've got loads of plans up my sleeves.

Laters.xoxo

2009-10-09T15:57:00.003+08:00

MY last day of college. Great another year has passed and i'm almost done with my pre-U. Finals is in 12 days :S Nervous as hell!!!!!

Anyways , reflecting my 10 months in college, i've actually loved it. Very very much. I have never had the feeling of wanting to go to school when i was in secondary school .But i totally have it in college. I've gained so much of new experiences and made so many other new friends. Shailu dear who's always right beside me.

Shailu Darl I can't thank her enough for everything she's done fr me and keep on putting up with my mood swings. Love you darl

Priyanka aka Pinky with her Myvi which we call public property since we all keep out clothes, books and shoes in her car. Ooh not forgetting me who hijack her car and parking her car fr her when she's disorientated and has the need to go pee ;) Thanks for the company when the countless times we went shopping, clubbing and enjoying ourselves ;)

Priya For being there and giving me advice when i need them . We laugh our ass off when Shailu and priyanka start condemning each other .They both act like kids even though they're the oldest. Gossip buddy and also fr photocopying notes for me all the time :)

Karthigan Your a meneace but you can be kind and dear at times. The one who always picks on me and i swear you'll get ur fair share one day . "NO MORE FATHER'S DAY , REMEMBER!!!"

Vick, Kaillash , Elu You guys thought we( shailu, 2 x priyas and i) were stuck-up at first . So did we. But you guys did become our friends and we had loads of fun together. Like When all of us (excluding Elu) paid a visit to the cemetary after McD's takeaway ice-creams when we all was suppose to do math . And when we went to the beach and movies. Random visits here and there. Becoming our dance partners doing are 'thang' on the dancefloor. Yeah we ppl CAN DANCE!

Ooh we created havoc in college.

The other friends that i made in college: Wayne, Rawzana , Prashaantini , Jae , Kumar Pipa, Qing-Ping , Khay Min , Wei Loon , Huey yong, Stephen, Dalvin , Christine ,Lena, Sameer , Kenny,Momen, Cho chia +Soo Lip (Lab partner mah) ,the seniors ...

I met loads of people but these are the people i can remember off hand. Sorry if i missed out anyone.

2009-09-26T17:27:00.001+08:00

SORRY PORTUGESE!!!!

I'm gonna have mudslides with Portugese aka. Suniti. You Owe Me Dude!

2009-09-24T13:44:00.003+08:00

I've got some new resolution .Yeah yeah yeah i know its not the blardy new year until for another 3 months-but who cares right? I need a change. I want a change!!!

So i'm making a change now.

I did get some advice from a certain someone. I thought about all night long (which is why i overslept today) and agreed with what this someone said. Okay, this person said i'm too emo and need to cheer up. I get affected over the slightest issues and get oh do emotional. Which is so true. Even the palmist who read my palms commented about my emotions and my anger.

My anger was seriously flaring up the past couple of months. I get irritated at everything. Maybe it's a mild case of PMS or something but i hated the way i was. Threw my laptop down the stairs , drove down the street accelerating to 80 kmh breaked so hard that i almost hit my head on the steering wheel(thank god fr safety belts) etc.I found a way to control that issue - listening to heart pumping music. Fall Out Boy, Muse, Paramore, Ligiea, Yellowcard...help. Ooh ice-cream and chocolate as well- the comfort food which let me packed on the extra weight mid this year. Thank god i lost the weight after realising that i was going FAT!!!I lost the weight. Even more kgs than i put on. I'm my lightest now in years. I'm proud of it because its really hard fr me to really lose weightTrully!

Ok my resolutions:

No more procrastinating.
I'm not gonna give a **** to the tiny tiny stuff that dnt matter. And i shall not get all EMOTIONAL because being EMO does not solve anything.
Live life to the fullest and be happy. Need to smile more these days and be perky like i used to

Lepak with all my pending offers fromfriends (after HSC) Romeish tata will be back in December, Ice cream with SK, clubbing with Mim , outings college gang/ U8 gang, hoegaarden with Arunn ...

2009-09-23T20:25:00.004+08:00

Arran going back to Manipal tomorrow. So fast a month has pass. Like a flash of light.

9.31AM

2009-09-21T09:25:00.005+08:00

I've got a COLD again. Argh...

And you know what , i'm fasting . I only eat fruits and drink drinks for another week . Good way to lose weight huh?

Anyways I'm going back to bed. Been up since 4am and now i'm beat .

Laters.xoxo

P/s: I still wanna dance.

Tuning to- I'm in Miami Trick - LMAO

2009-09-17T19:41:00.002+08:00

I'm in such a good mood today . Yeah, i felt like dancing all afternoon. And I was singing my lungs out when i drove home alone from college today. If u saw a girl dancing in the car to really loud thumping music today at the Yeap Chor Yee road traffic light, it was me .What can i do?? Pitbull was blaring on the radio ;P

Guess what, i, for the first time ever, showed the middle finger at another driver on the road. And the poor soul was............... Priyanka in her white MyVi SE with shailu lol

Time for dinner and then chemistry

Laters.xoxo

2009-09-11T17:13:00.004+08:00

It has only been 2 days after my 18th Birthday .So much has happened. I really hope that what i did will make it easier for someone to get through his problems. I did it for you Arran .With all the things you said the other day got me thinking that i'm just in the way for you to be the BEST you can.Because of that I'm such in bad shape right now. I totally regretted it but what's done is done. I don't want /can't be alone for a milisecond. I get all depressed and emotional. I can't even stand silence. Cried because of the silence in the car while driving to college this morning with Shailu as my co-driver and irratating Karthy in the back seat. Never I once i imagine how this would ever feel because i never thought of being in this position. NEVER!!!

Though it might be good new for all those single guys who are interested in me - I'm not blardy interested. You guys can go F*** off.For real. I'm still very much in love with someone although we're not attached.I'm going to spend this whole one year finishing my HSC , applying for Uni (was thinking of Manipal bt someone told me not too ), travelling and definitely spend more time with mum and friends. I'm thinking of travelling to UK early next year-spend time with my Aunt Saro and my crazy cousin Sharmini. She so knows how to go out, have fun and PARTY!! Or to Coimbatore , India to puruse music. There's just loads of talent there. Maybe even visit Arran if he allows/want me there.

All i want now is for that one year to past like a blink of an eye or for me to take back all the words i said yesterday. I regret with what i have done. I never want to lose someone so precious and dear to me who i love so much .I really want someone back. I really want to have u in the picture again.

Laters.xoxo

00.41 AM

2009-09-10T12:41:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everyone who made y birthday so happening lol
Thanks for the wishes
I wanna thank Arran the most for the surprises.
And all my friends and deifinitely family. Shailu, KK, Aunt Sakun, Uncle Raj , Priya and Priyanka .
Love you all to bits.
xoxo

2009-09-09T09:19:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to myself :)
Thanks to everyone who send me wishes. And for the late night calls :)

Laters.oxo
Can't wait to Lunch time. I'm getting kidnap by the worse kidnapper on earth :P

2009-09-07T18:07:00.003+08:00

Aw...someone remembered my birthday :) and posted it up on her bloggie .* print screen*

Thanks farah darlz..Sadly, i'm not coming back to Subang to celebrate but we will when i get back okay???

Once upon a time...

2009-09-07T17:56:00.002+08:00

jst a pic that i discovered just now... I can't believe that was me 17 years ago. Lmao. Just to humour you guys till other pics come along .

Laters.xoxo

2009-08-31T13:16:00.002+08:00

Now that i'm back in Penang ,I have that same feeling I had when i left Penang one week ago . It's a heavy feeling which i dislike very much. Another 2 months.....

2009-08-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

Someone's coming home tonight and i'm EXCITED!!!How can i not be-i've been waiting for this moment fr 6 months. God, time flies so friggin fast.Mummy is sorta excited as well. She asked me when someone's arriving like 3 times already since i got home. Plus,my mother is not that kind who forgets times and dates.
Ok , i did mention a birthday wishlist that i was suppose to post last week.So since I've been couch-potato-ing the past two days .Might as well make use of my time now.
First and foremost , i wanted a mp3 player for my birthday to replace my ancient ipod.Mummy dearest already got that for me.She practically read my mind.She got a good deal on that ;)
Other stuff that are wishlists are:

Slim paper puncher that fits into my pencil case :P
Shoes...shoes...shoes!!!I'm a size 7 or size 38
Angpaus $$$
Gadgets (Laptop or a camera)
Accessories . I want a cute headband or even earrings
clothes. (HINT:shailu is exactly my size)

I cannot think of any other stuff for my wishlist lol

2009-08-27T23:17:00.003+08:00

I'm one happy girl and it's all thanks to mummy dearest.
To replace my ancient ipod, mummy got me an Philips Go Gear Opus .Instead of my 512MB Ipod shuffle, i gt 4GB now. Just exactly whay i wanted fr my birthday.
Mummy also took me to get my hair cut. Many people hvent seen it yet .I have before and after shots on my phone. Too bad, i didnt bring my phone cables along so i can load them up tp show people.many are eager -i knw!
Was a hectic day yesterday.The whole day i was out and i went mall-hopping.

FrmSentral to Mid-Valley and then to Sunway Pyramid.

And all i might add, by public transport. I'm so proud of myself :) Exyra proud of myself fr not spending much on shopping . Saw these pair of heels that i sooo wanted .No budget fr it .Sighs....
Will post tmrw morn.
Laters.xoxo

12.33pm

2009-08-19T12:32:00.005+08:00

You know what??? I don't wanna celebrate my 18th Birthday anymore.

2009-08-19T12:32:00.001+08:00

You know what??? I don't wanna celebrate my 18th Birthday anymore.

@12.39pm

2009-08-09T12:54:00.003+08:00

Dressed in my PJ's (Baggy oversized t-shirt and ladybug boxers) and i'm sitting here with FULL MAKE-UP ON.
I wanna go out. Just for lunch or something. Please......!
Or even the PC fair at PISA!

2009-08-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

I'm totally craving for the crunchy peanut paratha from Hot and Roll. Maybe i should have that for dinner.

Moral exams tomorrow. I so need to pass. Please pray for me people. I'm failled on of the test before. I failed with flying colours that i the marks i got had decimal places. Like 3.724... out of 15%. Thought i pulled up my marks with the assignments that i stay up all night doing .So with gods grace i need another 11% to pass .I think that can be done.

Today was the last day of the 2nd semester. Time flies quite fast. I have another short semester left. Starting on the 1st of September. A few more weeks till i can officially leave penang. It's not that i don't like penang. I just wanna go home. I miss Subang, my subang gang of friends and mostly mummy dearest. Penang people don't worry. I'll always be back here in Penang. Everyone knows that .Commonla, I grew up in Penang!!

Birthday is coming in a month. I can't wait. Then , trials will be over and babt will be back.It's gonna be a nice birthday unlike the last. I want cupcakes for my birthday this year.Tired of cakes. Should post a birthday wishlist once my trials are over .Oooh and Priya darling is going to buy me a bikini. That was a result of a dare i carried out today. I waved and Yelled hi to a guy staring at us/ or rather just priya for 2 whole hours :P He was across the cafeteria.I wished i could show you his face - frozen .

Anyways i'm hungry.Just remembered that i was hungry since 4pm .Arunn jst reminded me by asking wht did i eat as we both we hungry at the same time earlier. I better go grab food before i die of starvation.

Laters.xoxo

2009-08-06T18:04:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with Reese's Peanut Butter Cups. They're so gooood!!!
Arran don't get jealous okay?
Stressing over the trials coming up. Gosh , i'm more scared now then for even SPM. My future depends on this year.What am i going to do next year??? I'm thinking medicine but i just absolutely hate it when people discourage you after a while. Well, i don't think i'll take a long break after college. Will probably take a few months off then off to university. Was thinking of backpacking around for a bit like suggested from my uncle. He was even telling me about the cruise Antartica. Wish i could do all that.
Yet another shopping spree. Teal halter neck dress.Waiting for a perfect time to wear it.
better hit the books again. Longer post maybe tomorrow.
Laters.xoxo
P/S: Thanks Momen for the movie offer. We could probably do it on my sem break .That's in 2 weeks time.

2009-08-01T14:28:00.003+08:00

Sitting indoors with the rain pouring heavily outside. Just the weather i needed to get comfy in bed and take a nice afternoon nap .However, i'm just sitting in front of the computer with a half-read book. I'm currently very disturbed- someone's mad at me. I overslept again. I'm tired and since i got up and realised that i did overslept , I feel so guilty to go back to bed or even shut my eyes. I'm really sorry.

I'm getting better than how i was earlier this week.My title-Puking superstar stilll remains. Not a glamorous title at all . Thanks to those who were concerned. Currently on prescribed meds , so i'll be fine.

All i can say i'm sorry.xoxo

Tuning in: This is the girl-Kano ft. Craig David

2009-07-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

These words are just stuck in my head for no apparent reason :P

I love just who you are, I ain't gon try to change ya.
You are a shooting star, that's why you are my favorite.
I love just who you are, I ain't gon try to change ya.
You are a shooting star, that's why you are my favorite.

Tuning to : Shooting Star -David Rush ft.Pitbull & Kevin Rudolph

2009-07-28T21:02:00.002+08:00

Typing this out of the comforts of the bed i share with Shailu for the last 8months or so. That's how long i've been in Penang. I feel super good now after a nice warm shower and now snuggling under a thick stripey quilt, my ESL draft that needs to be typed and a ciplak copy of "The Maestro" by Peter Goldsworthy. Am blogging now since i feel so groggy and don't have the drive the get things going.
I literally fell just now. God, it's been a long while since i've been clumsy . I knocked the bedside table this afternoon and the skin on my knee started peeling off subsequently I knocked my elbow on shailu's room door handle. And to top in off, i slipped and fell on my butt while walki down a slope at the park in the evening.Managed to scrap my right palm -the bleeding has stopped. I'm so clumsy :S
The walk at the park this evening made me less guilty for having a slice of pizza fr dinner and the packet of Sour cream and onion Chipsters i had at biology class today. Junk food = bad/ guilt

I'm waiting for the boyf to give me the green light.He said he would text me. So, I'm waiting patiently.
Tomorow's Wednesday . I hate wednesdays :/
Laters.xoxo

22th July 2009

2009-07-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

1 and a half years . 18 months . 549 days . 13164 hours , 789840 minutes and 47390400 seconds . And counting . ILU

2009-07-21T17:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the last post it was slightly backdated. I was busy the past weekend.

And so was Arran. I think we haven't talked in a week. I'm getting withdrawal symptoms. He's busy studying 24/7 and i totally understand. I think it's best if i'm 'out of his sight and out of his mind' for just a little longer for him to fully concentrate. Although i know he wouldn't like that at all. Arran i know you would be reading this if you're online, dnt be mad at me k? It's for your own good and you know it babe.Me miss you so much

Tomorrow is a very meaningful day. 22 :D

Anyways. Me tired from the hectic day at college. Updates tmrw.

Laters.xoxo

2009-07-17T22:10:00.005+08:00

I had a nice time at college this week . For some odd reason , it didnt seem so hectic and i was looking forward to the trip back home this morning.

Okay, i'll start off with yesterday's lunch. Thanks Momen for cooking for us yesterday. Well i thought that he was just messing around with me , claiming he's buying groceries for the dish he was making- baked pasta. Momen did keep up to his word. He made us a huge tuppaware full of Pasta. It was not bad. Just a little lack of salt. Thanks for it Maniac. It was very sweet of you.

I watched "Public Enemies" yesterday. For once, i didnt have to explain the whole movie the Pinky. She understood it . Hallelujah!

I rate this movie a 6/10. Kinda draggy for my kinda liking. However Johnny Depp is to die for as ever.

I'm now in Pinky's house.We just got back from our trip out in the town with Shamin. Parit buntar is a small town . Kinda exciting seeing the town .The odd thing is there's 2 KFC within a 50m radius. Lame huh? WE resorted to the newer looking KFC for dessert , lepak and gossip. I swear SHAMIN ur the blur-est person i have ever known.

Anyways i'm tired and we're leaving for KL tmrw morn at 6am.

Laters.xoxo.

2009-07-15T09:12:00.002+08:00

I hear megasale calling my name :S
Shopping is such a bad habit. It kills one's budget. But i feel so liberated when i get a good bargain and purchase something i really like. Ohh well, i guess it's a girl thing.
I'm gonna surf online for blogshops while waiting fr my next class
Laters.xoxo .

2009-07-11T13:55:00.005+08:00

The beach was awesome, I had fun . Beside the fact that i spent 3/4 of the time in the ladies room puking. Lol , Momen calls me 'Puking Superstar' .So mean of him .Don't worry people i'm alright now. I really did feel so sick since the afternoon .I think its the weather. Super hot in the morning till noon and rained throughout the evening. I had to drive halfway home as Priyanka, our loyal driver had a few phonecalls to pick , she didn't know the road , it was pouring mad cats and dogs and the car was misty (priyanka's air-cond gave way at the hotel, we were suffocated). I was scared driving on the way home. All in all , we all had fun . I enjoyed myself towards the last bit - the ultimate water fight.We all got drenched. Especially shailu lmao. Picture post coming soon . Oncve i get my hands on Pinky's laptop. After party plans didnt work out. Thanks to the thundergod.

Laters.xoxo

P/s: I miss Arran. He's busy with exams. Study hard shasha. ILU

3.06am

2009-07-10T03:02:00.002+08:00

I was happy all day .
All of a sudden , i feel very uneasy.
I still do now.Damn!
And the best part is, I have no one to tell how i effin feel.

8.46am

2009-07-09T08:46:00.002+08:00

Class only starts at around 10am . I'm already in college early. I'm supposedly to be studying. I guess i'll do after i blog. I'm tired . More like drained. I have a biological alarm set to around 2am almost everyday. What can i say??? That's the only time of day that i get some peace and quiet . I'm more productive and I can get to talk to Arran without any disturbance :)
By the way , someone hacked my facebook account. Well , it's him because he loaded a picture that no one has of me except him.Lol.Thanks syng.

Uhm...loads has happen lately.I repierced my old helix i got last year . Turqoise stud now. I did a lot of shopping since megasale started. Yeap , there goes my budget. Trials is coming nearer and nearer.
Oooh. INTI Beach Bash is tomorrow people. And I'm going. Yeah, so Inti students. Please go. The more the merrier. And sorry outsiders, this is only and internal event. No outsiders allowed. Sorry guys. I heard quite a few outsiders were interested . Too bad guys. Good luck to you guys planning to crash the party . Pictures to be uploaded soon .
LAters.xoxo
P/s: Shailu's bday this saturday . hehehe......!

3.16am

2009-07-08T03:15:00.003+08:00

why do i always feel so hungry in the wee hours of the morning???
I guess i just have to hold my hunger till dawn . I wish i can have a Milo Dinosaurs from Papa Rich now!I terambil this pic from someone else profile. It's really super darn good .Oh, the cravings!
Waiting for the beloved to come online to talk whilst starting my superduper long chem report. Salts is such a pain. I don't think i'll get any much sleep tonight.
Laters xoxo

2009-07-01T09:35:00.004+08:00

Chemistry Assessment this evening . Wish me luck !
Good Luck to the boyf on his practicals today as well.
I never realised that i was super tired till a received a call at 2.00 am this morning. I remember picking up the call but i don't remember the conversation. I must have been in deep sleep. It was Arran .I'm sorry okay??Didn't know what the hell was i saying .
sorry

Laters.xoxo

P/s: Since the last photo was MJ's i'll post some out. It's time for more photo's on my blog ;)

Picture frm my girls night out at SS. I look so pale and sicky. Hence the weird expression.

McD's after college musical

2009-06-30T03:08:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging while skyping. That's what we call multi-tasking.Although, i'm only talking to Arran. Sorry for not 'layan-ing ' everyone else on MSN. Sorry its kinda hard to talk to someone on videocall and divert to like 4 or 5 conversations on MSN .And not forgetting facebook.

I'm sleepy and Aku NAK tido.So..
Good Night.xoxo

2009-06-26T08:19:00.005+08:00

RIP MICHEAL JACKSON!

You music has inspired and touched many hearts of people around the world. And i bet , everyone would have danced to your famous hits like "Beat It " and "Billie Jean ". I certainly did. Even in the shower once lmao. You always will be cherished in all our hearts.

We love you .xoxo

2009-06-23T10:06:00.002+08:00

I'm back from kampung. Sorry i didn't meet with you guys . Thanks portugese for inviting to Look Out Point.Wherever that place is. I saw the pics. Looks like you guys had FUN. I could have joined but i was busy with family agendas. You know, they haven't seen me for ages too.
Anyways I'm already back in Penang. You know, you USJ-ians should come visit me la

I'm stuck in college now. I think i should study :/

Maybe i'll do some math.
Laters.xoxo

2009-06-18T09:25:00.004+08:00

Aku balik kampung esok lmao.

I'm so excited about. Even though there's a 5 hour long bus journey . I'm so gonna pig out and watch tv on the bus lol
Yesterday night , i was browsing through old photos of me .Just realised that i was chubbier hehe..Shailu also agreed. Even the pics i took with Arran at The Coffee Bean last year [exactly last year] showed i had chubbi-ness on my cheeks. Now no more edi *pinches cheeks*
I didnt lose weight though .So please do not assume i don't eat or i'm on a diet or something. I think the older i get, the more chubbi-ness i lose.Just a theory.
Mummy and granny sure gonna complain and stuff me with food once i get back home.I miss home!

Chem test in 7 hours.I think i'm prepared. Wish me luck people ;)

Laters.xoxo

10.20am

2009-06-16T10:28:00.006+08:00

To C-A-B ,
I referred to as THE BOYF because he's THE ONE! That's what i meant for using that term. If i use the term ' my boyf ' it only signifies the boyf of mine. .I've had boyfs in the past. And they were once my boyf although thise relatonships did not last long and it wasn't serious. This relationship i have now is totally different. Totally on a whole new level and i can finally say i'm in LOVE.Have been for quite a while now and i wanna say that's it is wonderful. 'the boyf' emphasizes on this boyf of mine. His name is Lingehsh Arran. I Love him.

I once said that i would not publised my private life on this blog. But i couldnt care less anymore. I'm letting the whole world know!
Laters.xoxo.

2009-06-16T10:28:00.000+08:00

11.00pm -Domestic Violence.

2009-06-15T23:00:00.006+08:00

It should be a topic that everyone says NO to ! Just like "TAK NAK" to smoking. If u had read Suet Li 's latest blog entry , she talks about it too.Domestic violence occurs in all cultures; people of all races, ethnicities, religions, sexes and classes can be perpetrators of domestic violence

I was enraged when i heard that this happened to a close friend of mine. I don't want to say who because it's a very private matter. This USUALLY not ALWAYS though happens to the female race .Duh! guys are more stronger than us girls right?That does not give the right by all means to abuse another. May it be physically, mentally, emotionally ...even financially. It's not fair for a stronger person to ABUSE a weakling.I've seen a fair share of this before. Many times in fact. It's hard to see a friend of yours going through it. But its so much worse to know for a fact that a friend who actually abuse another. It's scares the S*** outta me so much. I know i can never be close to that person again. My perception on you will change .A whole lot!

All i can say is KARMA will get back to you one day . Sooner or later it will.

And, i would like to say to the victims of domestic violence, do what you have to do to save yourself. Don't wait another minute- it only makes you weaker and weaker. Do something about it!

Laters.xoxo

5.21 pm

2009-06-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

**** the weather.
I need to get outta the house. It's like an oven which i've been stuck in the whole day.

2.12pm

2009-06-14T14:12:00.001+08:00

I'm not a 8 year old. I'm going to be 18.
It's blardy tickets and you won't trust me helping you count. It's not like i dumb and i can't count.
I might not understand tamil bt your body language and facial expression shows everything.
So, help yourself.
Laters.xoxo

2.26am

2009-06-14T02:25:00.005+08:00

I'm up but it looks like I should try to go back to sleep now.Someone significant aka. the Boyf is not online and probably out somewhere. It's ok .Have fun. I'll jst try to go back to bed now since i have to be up at 5am fr the usual Sunday prayer.Thank god my eye was able to open.It was tearing non-stop all day.[c i wasnt crying .think something went into my eyes ] Oh well , i'll try to sleep again.
Laters.xoxo

p/s: i love this pic

2009-06-13T15:14:00.006+08:00

I had fun the past few days although i was feeling a little under the blue with gastric attacks and all . I'm all good now bt feel like i'm getting a sore throat now. I bet everyone is .

Thursday night was "Our College Musical " . I was part of the organizing group. So that was a tiring day .

Yesterday was Friday night . Priyanka came to stay over.Somehow we ended up at Upper Penang Road. I was not dressed at all. I go to college more dressed up. Not even the basic powder and eyeliner on. I looked so effin pale.Zombified with the eyebags. Just a plain tee and long jeans and hair up in a ponytail .Seriously it was like my going to bed look without my pajamas lmao.

Anyways , from there we went club hopping. Wished the BOYF was there.From Slippery Senorita (SS) to Mois and back to SS again . I prefer SS compared to QE2 and Mois. The vibe there is so much better . Plus , they have an awesome live band . WE actually requested a song which ended up being the band's last song of the night. Aunt S wanted "Right Round " .Seriously, everybody was shaking or swaying. It was good. Since it was only the girls night out, we befriended a waiter there. Super nice guy. Checked up on us 3 gals (princess, priyanka and me ) on the dancefloor while my aunt was having a drink. Got rid of that drunkard belgian at our table , got us our drinks and all. Even brought the bouncers to stand at the corner where we were at. Who is he ? He's the waiter with the peculiar pony tail lol ..

So anyways.That's was how my two days has been.

Lates.xoxo

P/S: I'm missing SHASHA

P/P/S: Found another person with their birthday 09/09/09 .

2009-06-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

I'm getting frustrated these days. Guess i could be PMS- ing or proboably sick and blardy tired of the bad weather. According to the newspapers today , the hot spells will carry on for another 3 months due to the El-Nino effect.
So all the more reasons for Ice Tea . Since i started college, I've been hooked on drinking tea. It's a better substitute to Coffee i guess. I'm hooked onto Lipton's Ice Green Tea with Lemon. It usually picks me up in the warm afternoons and long boring biology lectures.
I've day-dreaming a lot lately as well . Dreaming about what i won't say la. That's only for me to know .

I'm gonna pull an all-nighter tonight to finish up my lame physics report. So updates will be pretty soon .
Laters.xoxo

7.23 pm

2009-06-07T19:23:00.003+08:00

I manage to watch all the episodes of 90210 except the last episode :/ sad la .

I miss Shasha .

I miss Subang too :/

Laters.xoxo

Tuning to- Take Me On The Floor by The Veronicas

2.00pm

2009-06-07T14:15:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously being such a couch potato . I've got some time free and now i'm running a tv series marathon . I'm finally at the season finale of Season 1 of 90210. Omg! I can't believe it myself . The connection seems to be fine too. Odd for this time of day bcos i don't even need it to buffer and i'm watching it straight through . After this it's Gossip Girl. I got about 8 episodes for that show. When get bored then i'm going to hit the books :D

Laters.xoxo

4.50 pm

2009-06-03T17:08:00.005+08:00

Staring at the phone i'm currently using , scratches and the number becoming less visible from alm the texting i do, i think i wanna get a new phone- for my birthday of course :D

The SE c905 looks good. good camera 8MP .I love SE software as well . got used to it.But then again , with the rage of touch screen phones the Nokia5800 looks good too. Not to mention handy with built in wi-fi . How do you think i go on facebook during 5 mins class breaks.Hehe ...Or play light saber in the physics lab.But i really did love my 0ld motorola phone. I love their external slim designs and keypads.
Damn la, it's so hard to choose a type of phone.
Any suggestions people??

Laters.xoxo

P/s: All phones also mahal :(

10.14am

2009-05-31T10:14:00.002+08:00

I was on a roll in blogging lately. That’s because I needed updates fr the BOYF and I was online pretty much to finish the reports due .’ve yet to finish my slides for tomorrow. I need help people. It’s stressful I know but Heck , I took a 10 months foundation programme. It’s tough!
Anyways I missed one day of blogging. Yesterday I was moving about a lot. Drove to college for Moral Studies. Did my of so LAME In class assessment. UGH!!!
Went to a present for Pipa ‘s house warming ceremony. Headed home. Fetched KK from tuition. Drove back. Drove to Priya’s house to pick up the maid and cake. Went home and got ready to go to Pipa’s house. We obviously overdressed. I felt so awkward there. According to Donkay I looked like I was going clubbing. We all were. It was sad when we arrived and people wearing punjabi suits and sarees.It was a long day.

Will update later.Laters.xoxo

P/S: I’m actually blogging listening to Punjabi MC while hugging my cow 

P/P/S: Sha sha please check your email la

tuning to: goodbye lullabye- gone 'til november

7.00 am.

2009-05-29T07:00:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep since then . Finished my biology report while sititing in from of computer since it's due. Reports....reports.....reports...When i had time to sleep- i couldn't.

Now i'm zombified. Laters.xoxo

4.54 am

2009-05-29T04:54:00.001+08:00

Overslept yet another time. Why oh why?

I know what is my priority.Shasha please understand. I'm taking that chance i'm getting and i'm gonna do it. Yes i will.

Laters.xoxo

9.08am

2009-05-28T09:08:00.002+08:00

I have a sour mood this morn. Dunno why i jst snapped at the Princess this morn . Maybe Ice Lemon Honey Green Tea will cheer me up. *hunt for 2 bucks and succeeded * Am still broke.Such a sad case i am

My friend from college told me that this girl asked him whether I am with the BOYF. Of course he said yes i am . Apparently , she knew the BOYF too and said that he was crazy over-me showing my photo around when he was in her previous college.

I'm gonna watch 2 sentimental movies today fr my English presentation next monday.Who wanna join??? btw it's not PS:I Love you.

Off to college.

Laters.xoxo

2009-05-27T09:41:00.001+08:00

I can't seem to log in my facebook account. Was in the midst of switching my e-mail address and this shit happened. $%&#%$*&^(&#$##$$^$%&%^*^......

Help me someone. I can't afford to lose my facebook acount.

2009-05-26T16:49:00.004+08:00

Another day i got up on the wrong side of the bed. Planned to drive to college today and guess what happened,it wouldn't start- car's battery is DEAD!!!&(*$&^*@#@$#^#%^%!!!!!
Had to push the car outta the house to reverse the other car.Thank god for KK.

Had chemistry class early in the morning.During the experiment,overfilled the volumetric flask with distilled water and had to repeat the tiresome process again #%^$)*(^#*&!!!!

Handed my report and realised that i changed the writen formula for a wrong one!!!! What's wrong with me today???

I so wanna kill some brain cells of mine *bangs head on wall* Hope tonight /tomorrow will be better.

Laters.xoxo.

P/s:Someone has a hamstring injury .OUCH!!!

2009-05-25T18:59:00.004+08:00

I really hate the fact when you try to help someone out of your good heart and it gets ignored and unappreciated. Tried to help a friend by kindly letting this friend that i know the truth. And all that this friend can do is deny everything.Honestly, this habit of yours is so see-through and transparent. I knw you long enough to know that when you strongly deny something - It's obviously true. If you're reading this, and you know who you are. Stop that addictive habit .Smoking is slowly worsening your problem .It's only for your own health reasons why i say this.

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On the other note, we're going out to dinner tonight. Gurney apparently. Yum! I'm starving. Got more reasons to dress up!
Laters.xoxo

4.50 pm -I'm super bored!

2009-05-24T16:58:00.003+08:00

Your last kiss probably meant nothing to you, right?
no.
it meant the whole world to me, obviously.ilu.

Is there anyone you would seriously punch right now if you had the chance?
maybe lol

You're thinking about someone right now, aren't you?
yeah, always .

Who are the past 2 different people to send you a text?
uhm...*checks phone*Priyanka and Vick

What were you doing 12 AM last night?
zzzz....

What can always put you in a good mood?
shasha's call(provided he's happy) and chocolate ice cream.<

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I dunno.dnt think i'll experience tht

Will you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes I Will.

Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes?
not sure. Sha sha

Will tomorrow be better than today?
Maybe. I dunno.Tomorrow is always full of surprises.I really hope it does. Make the Monday blues go away.

Can you live without your cell phone?
I don't think so.I have this kinda phobia where i feel so different w/o my cell phone

One thing you're looking forward to?
Wednesday or probably thursday.

Would you rather fly, drive or travel by train?
Depends on the distance.

If you could go outta town right now where would you be going?
uhm...home or India...

My number 4 friend has a nice:
on my links section- Frh Alia.Uhm..nice booty lol
ngahahaha.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Uhm...it was really serious that i think i won't mention abt it.

Who do you call when you need comfort?
Shasha.

What goes best with vodka?
Fr me, cranberry

10.30am

2009-05-24T10:43:00.004+08:00

It's only been 4 days but it seems like a century.

I miss shasha a lot. Just to hear his voice would be so comforting. Won't be able to talk to him for another few days.

Jeremy and Mym spamming my Cbox. Don't worry i'll come home soon. Will let y'all know when.Mudslide it is mr.portugese before you leave to which ever academy.

8.12pm

2009-05-23T20:12:00.007+08:00

I got my quiet time again. Everyone's not home. But the downside is there's NO makan at home :/

I'm actually craving for this It's actually roti canai. This version looks super yummy right???It actually roti canai with nutella and banana.Something i got off google images.Damn, it's tempting.

Think i'll just wait for tomorrow breakfast after prayers.Don't even have the car if not i'll go to Ah Tok's on my own. Back to the old days where i always eat alone. Very depressing.I'll only eat tomorrow la.Don't wanna eat alone.Breakfast tomorrow will be good- It always is!

A side from the migraine that i still have for these few days , Kris Allen rendition of Kanye's "Heartless" is still stuck in my head. I don't think America made a wrong decision. Don't worry Adam Lambert is going to be a superstar and we all know it. Sorry for those who don't follow American Idol .I usually don't bother about the show unless there was a rocker contestant . I caught on the bug from my aunt and couzs.

I'll take paracetamol and go offto bed. Head hurts.Good night.

Laters.xoxo

8.20pm

2009-05-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

Me going to bed now. My eyes are turning red and my head is throbbing.Getting bad spells of migraines lately. I need rest.

xoxo

4.55pm

2009-05-22T16:54:00.009+08:00

Today is the 22nd again. It's been 16 months.Ohh well!! I wanna text you so badly. Holding it back a lot .Take all the time you need.

I broke a new record for spending the least amount on my phone bill in a day. That's 8cents. Just for one day. 2 messages- mummy and one of my Friends and Family. Wow. Really trying to hold back to spend. I'm really broke at this point. Pokai to the max.Waiting for next month's allowance.

Someone has a new toy- Mazda RX-8 .Good fr you.Guess there's a new Mr.Popular at INTI.

I'm done with reports for the week. Since it is Friday-I decided to dress up today. First time ever wearing a dress to college. Summer's here and the weather here in Malaysia is so hot. Summer dresses are so in. I wore a jade green tube dress with a cropped jacket and black flats. Honestly, it so much better than jeans and a tee. Lately i've been wanting to dress up more often.No reason why.Just felt like it.

Nap time.Laters.xoxo

Tuning into :Heartless- Kris allen / Kanye West