The past few days had been rough. Yesterday night was it's peak . I never felt so scared in my life . The feeling you get when you think that everything is so effin messed up and you have no effin clue what to do . Yeah ! To make matters worse ,  that was between me and the only person that i usually turned to .My other half .Sighs... 

I'm sorry for all the pain I've caused. A series of wrong turns landed me in a place that i never ever want to be. NEVER!! Once again , I'm sorry . 

It's good that we worked things out right ShaSha.We did it ok. First and the second step was crappy . Happy, ecstatic, exultant....stupid words i used from my vocab. I was otherwise. Troubled,down , DESPAIRED, tearful...

I think the  third and final step was more than enough. I still am the girl i once was only a little older . I♥u

xoxo